I don’t think strangers on the internet will provide you with answers. You will need to put in the work yourself to get an answer.

Questions for you: Are you your environment? Are you your hands? Are you your thoughts? Are you your emotions? Are you your subconscious? Are you your memories?
Are you the experience that you experience? Or are you the part that experiences?
Can you see that part? Does that part changes over time?

I would recommend reading philosophy books and ponder about this stuff.

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