I don’t feel angry, all I could feel is hopelessness about the future. I have no plans, no job and my girlfriend is going to break up with me but I don’t know when exactly she will and I don’t even have a clue what is the reason. I don’t hate anybody, on the other side I just don’t feel loving anyone, especially me. I wish I could have wings and fly across somewhere. That should clear my mind.

Thanks, I will check that out.

but resolve your repressed anger

how to do that?

I don’t get it.

Sex does both.

I wish I had someone for that.

It won’t make you happy on its own but screwing it up will make you unhappy on its own, so it’s the foundation to build everything else on.

My sleep cycle is currently from 4 am to 11 am. Think I should sleep earlier? I do coding at night and surf social media during the day.